ivan: i'm sorry. i really do try to understand you.
but i always dont seem to be able to. i wanna help
but i guess the more i help, the worse it becomes.
im such a lousy buddy. i know that you're going through
a tough time and every night, without fail, i would say
a prayer for you before going to bed. and since i aint
of any help and i cant understand what you're going
through. i just hope that you'll stand strong and do
what you think is right. ill support you. ((: